Thursday, August 16, 2018

HELLO...

Assalammualaikum,

Fuhh.... sekian abad rasanya saya tidak update blog ni. Ingat dah dilupuskan, since tidak active sekian lama. My last post was on year 2015... Now only I decided to write back, maybe. Hehehe.

It has been 3 years since my last post. A lot of things happened. Kan, yelah lama tu tiga tahun. But the most memorable thing happened to me was.... 😱 I pregnant for the first time after 14 years of marriage. Selepas pelbagai cara, treatment dicuba. Kami decide to go with the flow, ada rezeki Allah nak bagi kami terima, if not we redha and pasrah.

So, in this post I wanted to tell about my "miracle" thing happened to me. My unplanned pregnancy. My miracle baby after 14 years of waiting. 😍

It was on 31st July 2016 when I found out I positive in Urine Pregnancy Test (UPT) for the first time. In the Sunday morning. I got very shock and speechless. I do not aspect that I got pregnant. Yelah kan, selalu check asyik negative je. Sebab false alarm. What make me to check UPT??? 2 months before that, I am having this sort of breast pain. I usually get this breast pain during my menses time. So, tak apa lah. Sebab ianya akan hilang after period come. Tapi this time, the pain continuously for a 2 months. I do not have any nausea or vomiting at all. I google the sign and symptom of pregnancy though I am a nurse, I still not very sure if I pregnant or not. I google whether  breast pain included in the list or not, it is one of the symptoms. After 2 months of having breast pain and no menses (actually I also having irregular period-PCOS patient. Hehehe...), I decided to try and error. Night before I went to Guardian Pharmacy and bought very expensive UPT checker 😝 konon nak kan accurate almost 100% result. Beli sampai 2 piece. Hahaha. Then in the next morning, saya check... it turns to 2 lines that I have been waiting for 14 years. 

Tu dia, first 2 lines ever. I am speechless. I cried. Do not know how to react. Masa tu husband tidur lagi. Lepas solat subuh, sujud syukur. Saya whatsapp adik saya, saya tunjukkan this 2 lines. She put crying emoticons dgn banyak ny. Dia cakap sujud syukur. Saya tanya dia, betul ke tu. Dia cakap line clear gila. Dah la pakai mahal punya tester. 😭 lagi.

Thought nak buat surprise kat husband, konon la nak macam cerita dalam tv tu, sekali tak jugak. Husband macam tak ada reaction pulak. Tapi saya 💯 sure dia pun nak lompat bintang. Hehehe... Husband cakap dia dah rasa perubahan dari 2 minggu sebelum nya. Saya pon 😭 lagi. Saya nak betul2 confirms yang saya pregnant, I asked him to find clinic yang open hari ahad. Clinic yang ada u/sound machine. With help of Mr Google he found Klinik Sofea dekat Puchong. Siap2 pergi klinik, scan doktor cakap dah 8 minggu. Good heart beats. 😭😭... Keluar dari bilik doktor tunjuk gambar scan kat husband, saya nangis lagi. Doktor bagi folic acid. Doktor cakap dah boleh buat buku merah dekat Klinik kesihatan.

my first u/sound scan 😍
Lepas buat confirmation dengan u/sound, saya dan husband ke rumah adik di Kota Damansara. Sebab mak ayah pun ada di sana juga ketika itu. Sampai je di Kota Damansara, jumpa mak ayah, saya pun tunjukkan gambar u/sound saya kat mak. Mak tanya.. siapa punya. Saya pun cakap, saya punya. Punya lah mak menangis, ayah pun terkejut. Tak habis2 mengucap Alhamdulillah. Ye, alhamdulillah. Kami telah menunggu selama 14 tahun untuk ini. Dan saya masih lagi tak percaya ianya berlaku. SAYA PREGNANT! Dan tertutuplah mulut2 orang diluar yang pernah mengatakan saya mandul, ada keturunan mandul, penyebab ada cousin yang lain pun tak pregnant lagi. Ada juga membanding2kan dengan anak2 mereka dah masuk 3-4 orang anak tapi saya dan suami masih lagi tak dikurniakan anak. Tak faham dengan manusia macam ni, bukan kah itu kerja Allah. Kita dah berusaha sebaik mungkin, semua terpulang kepada Allah bila Dia nak beri kita. Betul tak.

Hehehe, too much wording. Ada ke orang yang baca. Almaklumlah, bertahun tak menaip. Tiba-tiba je nak update blog yang tak seberapa ni. Terima kasih Allah, Alhamdulillah untuk kurnia anak syurga saya. Yang sehingga kini saya masih terkejut yang saya telah melahirkan zuriat saya sendiri.

Terima kasih.

😘

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Hand Foot and Mouth Disease (HFMD)


HFMD
(source from Kementerian Kesihatan Malaysia)







Happy Nurses Day

Holla!
Nurses Day celebrate on every 12th May
I am a nurse
and I am proud of it!

This is my 15th years working as a nurse
since year 2000.
Plus 3 years as a training nurse a.k.a
student nurse,
total me as a nurse is 18 years.
Fuhh!! 
  
Happy Nurses Day to me! 







Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Mother's Day




Assalamualaikum....

It has been a while since my last post. Hahaha! Suddenly rasa macam nak menaip sesuatu... Exactly one year saya tinggal kan blog saya nihh. Last post 3rd May 2014. Owhh!!! Sangat lama.

By the way... Happy Mother's Day to all reader out there... we don't actually celebrate mother's day, coz mother's day is everyday.... Tak pernah nak lupa mak walaupon saya dengan mak tidak duduk sekali. 

But anyway, just like every people in the world... Saya nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Ibu kepada semua ibu2, mak2, mama2, mummy2, umi2... yang kat luar sana... tidak lupa untuk diri saya, mak saya, adik saya dan ibu mertua saya... love you all till jannah... 


mak saya, adik saya & mak mertua saya








Saturday, May 3, 2014

Rainbow Cookies




As salam....

Fuhh... Fuhh... Dah berabuk... Dah lame saya tak update blog ni. Hehe... Bukan takde masa, tapi rasa entahlah... Macam takde apa nk ckap... Haha...

Berbalik pada tajuk hari ini... Rainbow cookies, biskut pelangi or actual name in malay is biskut lidah kucing. Don't ask me from where the lidah kucing name came from. It is just like a phenomenal... Everyone is asking, talking, eating ordering, baking, selling... And including me... Haha! Maybe due to its nice vibrant color... It attracted people and wondering how it taste...

I bought my first rainbow cookies from online... Sebab nak rasa sangat... It made me went to ampang to bought it. I bought 4 boxes sekaligus... But i am not regret... Sebab sedap, crunhcy, comel, cantik... Semua lah... Then i bought again another time.... But this time is like... Hmm... Ok... Sejak dari hari tu... Saya bertekad nak try and error... I google the recipe through the internet. The simplest recipe i got.... Then i google again and again... I saw... All this people using almost the same recipe... 

After i got the recipe... Now... Alamak... I need the acuan. It is not like any acuan... Ada special acuan utk this biskut... Once again i google and found this lady selling the acuan... Alhamdulillah... I bought 2 acuan at first.... Happily doing on my day off....

                     

That pic is my first trial in making rainbow cookies. Selepas dah siap, saya suh kengkawan saya rasa... Dari situ saya ambil order... Dari kawan2 di tempat kerja. Hmmm...

Selepas dah rasa mcm byk order, i bought another 2 sets of the acuan. I made my baking easily and timing pon cepat siap... So i can take more order.

                     

Some of the order... Saya bercadang untuk menjadikan ia sebagai side income saya... Saya suka baking.... I feel i just like my mother. She was a good baker last time... Mak saya pon pernah bukak jualan biskut raya. My small business was started when i was after my SPM... Saya dengan mak amik order untuk biskut raya.... Hehe... Sbb last time mak kije... 

Ehh.... Cukuplah membebel.... Kalau ade sesiapa nak order biskut pelangi ni... Boleh lah follow INSTAGRAM saya JAJAKUKEES. Saya akan buka order and where to COD... Biskut ni tak leh nak pos... Takut pecah2.... Saya tak simpan stok... Jadi kalau ade order baru saya buat... Takut simpan lame2 nnti lemau pulak....  Saya pon ada jual NUTELLAGO.... Boleh la melawat2 IG saya ye....



Wassalam...